Monday, October 6

its yet another long break from my previous post..in fact, it seems like time has really past by real quickly..it seems lk for the past week, i've been living through each day as it passed, living out the schedule which i've planned for the day..and it kind of fits into the routine..thats when i start to fear, fear of losing the focus of living the life which God has intended...

felt that i'm going through this moment of re-aligning myself to what i'm doing now..felt that i've not done the best with what God has blessed me with, especially with regards to my place here in nus, as a physics second yr student...i was reminded of how i was placed in this position not by coincidence but by His plan and arrangements..well i guess i've sort of forgotten that recently and losing that focus caused much worries and anxieties...

i guess i need that focus back again so that threats from this world will affect me less and i'll be able to fruitfully live the life God has for me..knowing His purpose for me can definitely help in living the privileged life which He intended for every one of us..praying that I'll understand this focus more and learn to live my student life knowing this focus...

jel; 12:14 am