Sunday, June 26
today is the first day...three more days to go...its going to be fast....time passes by fast, ya?actually there is an answer, just that i dun know it at this moment....the answer is still in tioman.....but from the tone......hmmmm.....maybe 3 more days?....argh...why do i have to go through this agony?......
jel; 6:19 pm
haha...so happy today...had a great night out...the feeling was how i had always imagined it be...and it turned out to be just nice....it always require my best pal to clear out my thoughts each time and its always strange that i always seemed enlightened each time i talked to him...cause maybe he knows me so well...it has been so long-overdued...but i guess its better late than nv...i'm afraid i might feel insecure...esp during this period of time....but i guess such fears and questions have to be put aside, if not nothing could progress....i'm afraid of the differences but i hope the differences will work out or at least complement one another.....i'm surprised at the change of events...its being all too drastic....come to think of it, i wld nv had imagined anything wld happen....but i wun say the change was fast, in fact it was so gradual that i didn't realise it and now that i think through it, i'm rather bemused....the feeling is still so so great...but i can't be too happy yet..at least not until breakfast arrives (hopefully before that)i'll miss u.....
jel; 12:30 am
Friday, June 24
hiyah, finally i'm able to blog using my home comp.....the past week has been pretty gd since lri is over...just had a great time with mf and jason throughout the entire week...we went to jurong pt for dinner on tue and enjoyed the chat dinner...crapping and joking over stuff and sharing our thoughts and feelings....continued our chat even when we came back to camp...all the while till past midnight...simply nice to have pals whom u can really be comfortable with..esp in my camp where u wun be able to find close friends....i wld say the pple there are generally nice and friendly but to find close friends, there's a need for that certain chemistry....just contended to have pals lk mf and jason....went to watch a lot lk love...nice romantic comedy...rather typical plot but with some twists...its interesting to watch the chemistry bet ashton kutcher and amanda peet...but obviously the director is trying to exploit the sexual appeal of ashton kutcher...esp the scene where the two of them stood naked under the moonlight...but the photo turned out to be pretty gd....anyway, watch it only if u feel lk getting into the mood of love or simply to see ashton in action...
jel; 12:10 am
Monday, June 20
too sian and lazy to update my blog over the wkend....finally, today lri (logistics readiness inspection)is finally over for us...heave a sigh of relief....sian....hope the week ahead would be more fruitful and eventful....
so excited on sat...finally completed my entire collection of friends vcd...
really got to satisfy my tastebuds during the wkend...nydc, fish & co and sakae...marvellous...and its time to stock up on my collection of books...recently i have lots of discount for books at borders and kino....so if anyone wants to get anything, just inform me...
ok...shld go off now.....dun have much time now...
jel; 7:44 pm
Sunday, June 12
i'm dead tired now....its almost 12 and i still have not had my dinner...not planning to anymore cause its simply too late liao....have been working from morning till now and the only break i had was during lunch.....and i've been working through the weekend....this is so exhausting....gonna die sooner or later.....
too tired to think of what to type out my thoughts cause i'm not thinking now...my mind is almost sleeping now.....will type more when i'm free.....prob next week.....
jel; 11:39 pm
Saturday, June 4
just came back from bbq...exhausted man....ok..started off the day with the normal routine at the gym, then met up with candice and sl for lunch...stupid alwyn woke up late...went to cafe cartel fat raffles city for lunch...horrible service...wasted much time waiting for the food...but at least the gd food redemned the bad service...i turned up in the bad outfit (jeans to a bbq?)...had to find a berms quick...luckily found a nice boardshorts at maui & sons...was rather excited to meet the rest of the class at east coast for the bbq....long time since we last gathered or shld i say there wasn't even a last gathering?...shaoru and vi came along too...haha...quite happy they agreed to come along too...alumni of 03S15...haha...the barbequeing part was rather ok but its only at night falls that was the more memorable part...had lotsa recollections of the past...lk the star prog project that hy and vi were involved in, the yingjia beans (its actually called some green sol peas or something lk that) that we always used to fill our stomachs during break and of course, our class's favourite game during pe lessons-captains ball...the only game everyone will participate and nv seem to get sick of...although the space is limited and everything else is different, but the feeling i had while playing was still the same old nostalgic feeling...almost the same grp of pple playing, the same old laughter and jokes that occur during the game....sighthe parting feeling was rather sad...knowing that this was a rare opportunity to have so many pple turning out and having this unanswered question whether this wld be the last gathering.....walking down the pathway to the carpark, seeing the same old schoolbags that yj and lynn used to carry to sch, it just felt lk we were back to those old sch days, having some normal class outing during the sch holidays...everything seem to be the same...but i guess now everyone each have a world of their own, with the only thing bonding us tog now is the memories that we share as part of 03S15......
jel; 10:57 pm
the past wk in camp has been quie an experience....my best friend called me in camp and we chatted for abt an hour or so...it has been a long long time since i've seen or chatted with him thats why i was pretty excited over his call...one reason why i still regard him as my best friend cause he understands me so well and i can easily share anything with him....we may not see or talk to each other as frequently now as compared to last time but he still understands me so well and it still seems the same...updated him on my lastest happenings and shared a lot of personal stuff...and he really enlightened me on certain matters which makes me feel so comfortable after listening to his advice...thanks pal! you'll always be the best!had a lunch-time chat with andrew over at the cookhs on mon when i met him...strange though, we started to discuss abt certain army stuff and he shared with me some of his disatisfaction...it was rather disturbing to know of certain stuff and i could feel the anger and frustration in his voice....i do empathise with him as i could fully understand how he felt and what he was going through....i'm glad i cld be there for him, simply to listen to him and to understand what others were oblivious to.....and before we knew it, we had already chatted for an hour...but i think andrew is great...just hope i'll have more chance to meet up with him...i wldn't think the week that had past was great and i dun think it will be too next week...haha..nvm...
jel; 8:37 am
