Saturday, September 27

how time really fly by..the break that i've looked forward to last week is already almost over...so many things have happened during this week...

had a pleasant chat with ps last night..just happened that both of us stayed in hall last night and i shared some happenings..somehow after the chat, i appreciate what God has been doing in my life, how he orchestrated every single event and plan the way ahead for me..although what you may be facing right now seems perplex to you, but when you reflect back, you see how wonderful God has planned the best for you and you begin to marvel at how great a God He is and how much He loves me...

only when you appreciate what God has been doing in your life tht you can really begin to live life that is full of hope and filled with confidence..

jel; 12:16 am

Thursday, September 18

i can finally take a short breather right now...since like last week, i've been very much occupied with so much stuff...had 2 tests over the past 2 days and i didn't really have that much time to prepare for them..but i'm just glad its over...and i settled the initial application stage for my sep today as well..and this will mark an early start to my mid sem break..not that i'll be totally free but of course at least its time to recuperate and recharge as well...

thank God for sustaining me over the past week..for His peace upon me, peace which transcends all understanding..

jel; 10:56 pm

Sunday, September 14

Physics in level 2 can be pretty challenging and all these weeks i've been trying to catch up with my lectures, trying to understand what the lecturers are teaching. Have to work harder but I'm glad the Lord is continuously been giving me the interest and strength to push on... Will be having 2 more tests this coming week. Based on what I still have to cover and my schedule for the next few days, I guess I would not be able to be as well-prepared as I would want to but I'll still try my best to cover what I can.

Pastor Eugene reflected how I felt at the start of today's service about anxious hearts on school work. But the verse he shared from Philippians 4:6-8 encouraged and spurred me to surrender my prayers and petitions to the Lord and I claim the peace of God in my heart.

6Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

jel; 11:30 pm

Tuesday, September 9

so many new things and changes happened during the past week...sort of got caught up with settling those stuff...

More importantly, i thank God for the opportunity to be a levite in service on sunday and worship Him in dance. It was almost unbelievable for me that this day can happen. I remember those days in the past when i wished i could be like one of those dancers and wondered how it was like to worship in dance. It was miraculous how he has brought me thus far since i took the faith to audition in Jan. I know I wouldn't be able to do that if God wasn't behind to give the encouragement and perseverance. Most importantly, it was the joy that come from dancing in His presence that keep me wanting more. Will be looking forward to even exciting encounters with God through worship...

Through the course of this week, whether it is last friday's prayerwalk or sunday's sermon, it has helped me lessen some of my anxieties with regards to facing the tests ahead. I've been trying to catch up with all my lessons (lvl 2 physics are hard to understand!!) due to a lack of time (nothing really new here) and my tests are coming these 2 weeks. The sermon indeed reflect part of my anxiety but knowing that i shall seek first the Kingdom of God, i tionput my anxieties and worries unto Him, trusting that if I put in that 100%, He will put back with much more....

jel; 12:18 am