Saturday, June 28

This entire period was spent at scamp. As mentioned before, I was looking forward to this camp even though I was not feeling well. First, I thank God that on the first day, although there was much shouting and cheering, my throat condition became better and I was able to put my focus and attention in fulfilling my role in the role. The first few days went by when I began to ask God to show me my purpose in this camp cause nothing significant happened and I still have my doubts regarding the way the camp is being carried out and the feelings i always have towards the superficial lifestyle of the people still persists...

It was interesting when during a conversation over dinner when FCBC was casually mentioned that I found out one of my freshies come from ps yo's tribe and another backslided from FCBC 2 yrs ago. Had a short chat with that guy to find out why he backslided. It was occasions like these where I feel a need to pray for many in my group for them to experience the love of God, whether is it for the first time or for a renewed experience...I wouldn't know how i can used by God in their lives right now except to pray that they can indeed feel this love from God

I had an interesting talk last night after clubbing where we started talking about our past relationships and I used that opportunity to share my testimony and how God brought me back to Him through failed relationships. Unsure how receptive the rest of them in group were towards what I shared but I pray that they have caught something through my testimony. After that, jane mentioned to me that she was glad i shared that testimony with the rest of the grp and she began to share abt her own experience with God over her relationship. I was encouraged by what she shared but more importantly but I was just glad I can be used by Him simply just to share a testimony and how in the midst of the people I see ard camp that I can find someone who commits her life to God.

Felt a little lost during the aftermath of the camp cause 5 days of high-intensity activities came to an end. Though I was tired and lethargic, I know I will miss the days I spent with this group of new friends. There were moments during the camp where I pondered over whether to continue to put my commitment in science club in the coming academic yr but as mentioned earlier, I am concerned over the high commitment level needed and more imptly, as mentioned earlier, whether this would be smthng God has planned for me.

The next few weeks will be a full commitment towards RAG as it progresses to critical phase of the project. Will also be looking forward to His purpose for me.

jel; 1:06 am