Sunday, March 30

a series of events over the past week has placed me in much distress but i'm glad through all these, there was more dependency in Him and greater surrender of my life to Him with a greater desire to draw closer to Him...there are many things which i'll have to continue to learn and improve in, but right now, i'm thankful that i can keep my sanity and allow His joy to shine through me...i will not allow any disturbances overcome me but instead overcome all the obstacles ahead of me...

may God keep me as i learn to trust in Him in my life journey...

jel; 7:28 pm

Wednesday, March 26

realized that i don't really have the habit of blogging as frequently now as before...have been quite caught up with many other stuff that blogging has become less of a habit...but blogging will be something that i wld want to continue no matter how tired or busy i am as i always believe its a good way not only for my friends to be updated with my happenings but also its a window for me to share my comments and views with all whom i know..something very personal yet relevant to everyone else...

just came back from a short outing with b5 to sentosa..its rather hard to bring myself to be apart from sch life in the middle of week when i can easily be caught in the routine of sch life...but i'm glad to be able to simply let myself down and enjoy the time spent with them since its been harder now to meet them up...

a great reminder to pause with my pace of life once in a while to get my foothold right before continuing the journey ahead...

jel; 10:41 pm

Friday, March 21

Newsong \ When God Made You

(Guys)

Its always been a mystery to me,
How two hearts can come together,
And love can last forever.
But now that I have found you I believe,
That a miracle has come when God sends the perfect one.
So gone are all my questions about why,
And i've never been so sure of anything in my life

~chorus~

Oh I wonder what God was thinking,when he created you.
I wonder if He knew everything I would need,
Because he made all my dreams come true.
When God made you, He must have been thinking about me.

(Girls)

Ooo ooo,I promise that wherever you may go, wherever life may lead you,
With all my heart I'll be there too.
And from this moment on I want you to know,
I'll let nothing come between us, and I will love the ones you love.
(guy):So gone are all my questions about why (girl echoes):about why


Duet:Oh I wonder what God was thinking when he created you,
I wonder if He knew everythin I would need,
Because He made all my dreams come true.
When God made you He must've been thinking about me.

Bridge

He made the sun He made the moon,
To harmonize a perfect tune,
One can't do without the other they just have to be together.
And that is how I know its true,
Your for me and i'm for you and my world
Just cant be right without you in my life

Chorus

(guy) He must have heard every prayer I've been praying (girl echo)
I've been praying (both)He must've knew everything I would need

When God made you, He must've been thinking about me.

When this song for this first time over Christian internet radio the other day and i fell in love with this song immediately...its a duet love song about a couple whose love is brought together by God..practically like this the lyrics of this song and tog with the medoly, it can indeed melt the heart of people..

told ernest yest that i wld definitely want to have this song for my wedding in future..might even consider singing this duet with my future wife on my wedding day..but guess its still very very far away...meanwhile, i will just wait patiently while God prepares the one for me...

jel; 12:41 pm

Sunday, March 16

i kinda think time really flies..either that or i've just neglected blogging cause i just realized my last post was so long ago...maybe its because i've been going through the routines of life till i'm too engrossed in it??

i thank God for the life i'm living now...have been quite comfortable with my life recently, busy but not stressful..it could be good in the sense that i'm learning to handle the situations in my life well...but it could be bad in the sense that we should not be too comfortable in where we are in our lives...maybe thats why i've been feeling a bit dry recently...i need some challenges to stimulate my life...something to inject certain vibrancy or action in where i am in my life...

more importantly, i need that breakthrough in my spiritual life, a renewal, a refresher and i always believe we constantly need breakthroughs, if not we'll just remain stagnant...and i hope its coming soon..for the Lord to sustain me through my life always and forever...

jel; 6:43 pm

Sunday, March 2

"He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken."
-Psalm 62:2

During sermon today, pastor preached about having the rest and constantly remind us of having God as the fulcrum which we put our lives on, for if everything else in this world fails, the One whom we put our faith on will never fail. He's the one who will sustain us in times of adversities. It was a clear and powerful message for all of us. But what was more endearing was when He spoke into my heart that in the midst of the fast-paced environment, I can put my faith and rest in Him. Those were simple words but it makes so much difference when you know that God wants to bring that message to you. It meant so much in bringing that calmness and peace to sustain me in my daily walk with Him.

I pray that my daily devotion and dedication of my time to Him will always be refreshing and joyful.

jel; 7:19 pm