Wednesday, October 3

my state of emotions have been going through a roller coaster ride these few days...not in a weirdo kind of way but more of a unstable manner...its lk a battlefield of the mind where u struggle with the thoughts which are going through your mind...its scary but boy can thoughts destroy the state of mind of a person...it practically brought me down from high spirits to emotional low state of mind..

its hard to accredit the thoughts to one particular source but its mainly the stress from work/tests recently...hard to elaborate either but its complicated...haha..thats not the main pt i want to blog abt either..

the main pt is thank God He lifted my spirit up just!!! i was at a low pt on my way home, letting troubling thoughts come into my mind..and midway through the journey, i braved through the thoughts to make a simple, sincere prayer to God to lift my spirit up, trusting Him to have His ways to doing it...i know its hard for my spirit to be lifted up unless something positive happens..

nothing significantly positive happened just now, but i feel so much lighter in my mood now..dun know whats the reason, but this meant a lot to me, knowing how much i can still depend on the mighty God who saves...

haha..i wldn't be blogging abt it if it wasn't impt to me..i want to continue to claim the healing and restoration of my heart in the Lord till it is complete in me. Amen!

jel; 11:50 pm