Monday, June 11

Haha..realized it has been days since i've last blogged...have been moving in and out of different schedules/ programmes/ activities...and it has been such a long long time since i've shared my comments/feelings regarding an idea/issue on my blog...there doesn't seem to be any inspiration or shld i say i aren't been sensitive enough...

recently, I'm beginning to learn to grow deeper in the Lord w/o the need for tribe events or activites to assist me...ever since the shenyang trip, the Lord brought me through times when i feel dry, feel neglected and terribly lost in myself, in other words lost in self-esteem..and the feeling is horrible...

and i realized it all boils down with my relationship with God...my spiritual state is always linked with my relationship with Him..and if i ever have any negative emotions in me, its always a wake-up call after reflections that i'm not in a healthy spiritual state...

and through it all, I'm growing...growing to be stronger, growing to be more sensitive and discerning of the right and wrong, growing to be who God has created me to be..and nv again will i be the one in the past, the one who fall short of His glory, for i know my identity in Christ...

and i pray that i continue to grow deeper in Him...

jel; 7:23 pm