Tuesday, June 26

back to school for the first day...

it feels weird, without my usual grp of pals, a new group of students and different environment...

felt super uncomfortable today...the only comforting thing is seeing my ex-students in school...seeing them again after the hols...and actually they're the reason why i'm still coming back nchs to teach after the hols...cause i feel its going to be very disruptive to the new students cause i'll only be staying till 27 july...

and even from yest, i was still thinking whether the decision to come back after the hols was a gd one..cause it wld have been better if the students can get used to their new students...

i dun know know whether to be touched or to be sad when some of them met me today and said they wished i was still teaching them...well, as much as i want to, i can't so ali i wished is they will accept their new teacher which i believe they will...maybe they could accept the situation better if i didn't come back at all...

i'm sure there's a purpose for me in going back nchs...seeking the Lord for the purpose..in spite of all the discomforts i'm facing, i hope to seek and fulfill what He has called me to...i look forward to that and thats my prayer to the Lord...show me what You intended for me here in this place...

will be going to moe tmr for a meetup session, so wun be in sch as well...

jel; 9:32 pm