Thursday, February 22

thanks to my students, i broke my personal record..chatted on msn non-stop for more than 3 hours..technically, not chatting...more lk replying last min questions asked by them...when i say non-stop, its really non-stop..even when i'm eating dinner! and i think i'm having a nightmare seeing all the flashing windows and hearing the nudging sounds...

actually, i dun know why i'm doing all these for?..spent 2 nights doing the same thing and i ask myself the qn..i'm only a relief teacher..but each time i think of this, my love and passion reminded me once again of my motivation for doing all these...

I've always believed in doing the best in everything i do and in wherever you are..i may just be a relief teacher, but that doesn't stop me from giving my best for the students..i may be spending more time and effort than some perm staff but i always tell myself- whatever i'm lacking in terms of experience, i make up for it through my time and effort for the students...

my love for the students really pushes me further in doing more...they're theones i'm doing all these for..and teaching thus far has been a joy for me..i may be discouraged many times in class by the response of the students and become agitated, but i'm always looking forward to seeing them again..

whether the students appreciate anything no longer affects my passion in teaching them although i wld really much appreciate it..cause ultimately, its the Lord's love that is my source of motivation..His love nv fails us..thats why in whatever circumstances i face in teaching, i will alwasy remind myself that His love in me nv fails, thus keeping my love for teaching strong and burning...

thank you Lord for being my encourager and motivator behind my passion

jel; 11:53 pm