Monday, November 20


actually, unknown to many, i am actually rather busy these few weeks and for the next few weeks too...i'm not working but somehow various committments have taken up much of my time..its mainly the ntss class camp, cambodia and recently the christmas@orchard...the various mtgs which i need to go for each week already take up abt half the time i have...

yest on the way to suntec in kenneth's car, this was the first thing which he told me when i commented on my feelings on this- 'welcome to ps sl's tribe'...haha...that now i'm truly part of the high committment level working life of this tribe..and true enough, looking at how kenneth has been super busy with his work+committments, rushing from one place to another and this, is also 'inherited' from ps sl...i guess all these are part of the 'inheritance'...

but i guess my stress level is still not as high as them yet, since they're handling both work and committments while i can focus purely on the commitments and still have some time out with my friends..at least today i feel slightly more relaxed...hmmm...not that i dun have stuff to do, but i just dun feel lk doing it now...at least i'm still relaxed enough to afford to do that...

over the past weekend, the Lord reminded me strongly that His love for me will provide me with rest and strength which i need to handle all the committments..that His love is unconditional...and since i receive this love from Him, my love for others is indeed with no strings attached..that really gives me the motivation to give my best in all that i'm doing, since His love is so pure and abundant, what more shld be expected of us as we carry out our actions with His love?

i'm really thankful that i've blessed with these opportunities..and because of that, it brings me joy in committing to all these and nv once did i feel that its a waste of time...in fact, it kept me focused in fulfilling the path which He has paved for me...i'm glad the strength of His love has prevented me from growing weary and tired too...

anw, pls do not assume next time that i'm very free just because i'm not working now...

jel; 9:15 am