Saturday, October 21

Learning esp how to step back and not be controlled by the plans which i have for myself...sometimes its hard but i have a habit of planning my itinerary out and follow rather rigidly to it..i guess its a way to make my feel safe and secure and it sort of trouble me when there are uncertainties in the plan...but i learning these few days to allow myself to follow the plan that the Lord has for me and not what i have for myself..sometimes i tend to forget...i'm still learning even at this moment..esp certain issues which happen these few days, when i realise i'm beginning to start worrying abt certain issues, i realize i'm not allowing myself to surrender these issues to Him...

and its only when i've learnt to take my rest in Him then i truly learn how to relax and allow myself to follow His plans for me....and i've went through these 3 days learning and experiencing His grace upon me as i chose to leave my worries with Him..there were unexpected moments which occurred and surprised me cause those were answers to my worries which i've chosen to leave with Him...

thank you for your grace...

jel; 1:20 am