Tuesday, September 26

ok..now the publishing has no prob but the creepy thing is i can't can't publish/save the previous entry which i typed on sat....weird..forget it, maybe its not meant to be published...at least i can be sure that future entries will be published....

jel; 8:18 am

today is my dental ffi...time really pass by real fast...still not having that ord mood yet...i guess i really have to wait till oct before i really have that ba...

seriously think i need some form of an electronic organiser..there's a lot of things to rmb nowadays and quite a few stuff to do and i will forget some stuff occasionally which is quite bad....

anw, this entry is more of testing out the publishing of blogger cause i can't seem to publish my previous entry over the weekends and it has been lk that for the past few days....

jel; 8:10 am

Sunday, September 17

this is the latest photo from my cell...more new faces...haha...really excited over how this bandofbrothez will grow into over the next yr...the tshirt is our latest tribe t...if u can see clearly, this is an upclose shot...

the words read 'make my life a miracle'..if u can see it clearly, here is another closer shot...
cool...and guess what? the shirt is pink in colour! nothing against pink..but this is after all my first pink clothes..but i'm already liking this tribe tee...it really looks great...and really, i wanna want to make my life a miracle for myself and others ard me...to be a testimony of the wonderful things that the Lord can do through me...i want to shine with His glory and be a blessing for others too...indeed Lord, let us all witness and claim the miracles which You have installed for us...

last but not least, Make My Life A Miracle!

p.s. go to www.molmam.blogspot.com a.k.a. sj tribe blog to watch the video on the muar trip..must watch, k?

jel; 8:16 pm

its kind of weird..there's a lot of thoughts going through my mind now and i was just wondering which ones to blog down now....there's been quite a lot of happenings ard me for the past few days and week and i really treasure every single opportunity which was given to me....

hmm...maybe i'll just share some thoughts...sometimes u may think you know a friend but i really feel a friendship will only grow when friends share some things on a personal level, something deeper in the heart...it could be feelings over certain issues which are of concern to them...of course, we all know that but for the sharing to happen, it takes certain trust and understanding for both parties...and i feel that one's attitude and how one presents himself in front of your friends really matters....the sincerity needs to come across to allow others to really witness it...

sometimes, we may be too carried off with the jokes and fun that friends have to actually display the other side of ourselves and we end up missing out on the emotional needs...there's no denying that everyone has a emotional part of them, even guys...everyone has their share of emotions which may not be shown usually to others...thats why friendship can really develop when we can relate to the emotions of our friends...we see a different side of our friends and if you're seriously care for your friends, the minimum we can do is to provide a listening ear for them when they share with you...of course, we can definitely do more than the minimum...go the extra mile to show your care and pray for them for their needs...

so be thankful the next time a friend shares with you anything private....it is a sign of trust in you and the start of a developing friendship...use the opportunity to show you do care abt his/her life and you do want to help in any possible ways...

jel; 9:19 am

Thursday, September 14

the following are excerpts from my muar testimonial..hope you pple are blessed one way or another through my testimony....

"Before I begin anything, let me thank God for this trip. For me, it was a breakthrough experience, a re-encounter with God and a re-connection with Him. The feeling I had was that of my encounter weekend but it was even deeper as I've matured spiritually since then and with the experiences I had, the Lord ministered to me in a deeper level. However, one thing remains the same- my opened heart to allow God to minister to me and to receive His blessings. I've encountered the Lord in strong ways as His presence is manifested throughout this trip. True enough, from the experiences I had in this trip, having an opened heart to desire to surrender all of myself to the Lord was what makes this experience special"

"During the time spent with God in the afternoon, I spent much time having many thoughts running through my mind,with many questions to ask God and many prayer requests for him to answer. However, after a while, my mind went totally blank. Nothing was on my mind at that sudden moment. It was at this moment that the Lord wants me to know that He is the Prince of Peace. He wants to grant me this peace in my heart and to simply learn not to worry about anything and not to let my mind be clustered with any other thoughts. He wants me to rest my mind with Him. The Lord has brought me to Muar to meet him, to have an intimate time with him. The Lord simply intended for time spent to be just between the two of us and not let any other distractions affect this intimate time.

This trip was meant to restore my mind, body and soul as well as to learn to always have peace in my heart. Its a reminder from the Lord that its not my agenda for Him but its His agenda for me for this trip that takes supremacy over everything. Of course, the prayers which i had will not be ignored but i can rest my mind that the Lord will take care of my burdens. I'm very thankful for this reminder from the Lord, cause for the rest of the day i began to focus on my connection with God and His agenda for me."

"I met up with Kenneth after the session to share with him about certain issues regarding my family. It was a rare opportunity in which I had a long conversation with him to share so much with him about my past. It definitely brought me much closer to him. Certain emotions stirred up in me during the conversation as I recalled those painful pasts. However, I was touched by my spiritual dad when he gave a hug of comfort, just at a time when I needed the comfort. At that point of time, I felt God was working through him to express His love which He wants me to receive and experience. It was the love which I've asked for. Kenneth's words for me were very encouraging too and I believe these are the words which the Lord wants me to know. Praise the Lord for these precious words of wisdom. I thank God once again for this spiritual father and this family which He has placed me with"

this trip was great testimony of how the Lord's presence is so real and alive in our lives..thats why i want to share this with u pple...if anyone wants to read my entire testimony, feel free to drop me a mressage and i'll send to you...

jel; 7:10 pm

Sunday, September 10

came back from muar this morning...this muar experience was one worthwhile one...set off straight to there on fri night...felt very much lk a road trip..a few cars travelling along the north-south expressway up to muar...although the few of us didn't go through the entire overnight structured experience cause we arrived only on fri night, it was a fruitful sat...i'm leaving my thoughts and experiences on sat later cause i'll be writing my testimony on this trip and after i've finished with it, i'll share excerpts on this blog....

just smthng to share...God is wonderful and real....yup, i was very touched by His healing powers too....other than the experiences and encounters with God, i spent quality time with my brothers and esp with kenneth, my spiritual dad...i really opened up to him during this trip, especially last night when i shared my past and present with him...felt so much closer to kenneth than before...and i really thank God for blessing me with this spiritual family..i wldn't be who i am if not for them...

i promise i'll share more after i finish my testimony...now it's back to unpacking my stuff and preparing to book in....hope u pple had a great wkend (i did :) ) and may the Lord bless everyone of u with an equally wonderful wkend!

jel; 7:50 pm

Friday, September 1

today we had our branch cohesion...first official full cohesion after a yr (i wldn't consider the jp one as one)...we went to suntec fish&co for lunch...

my all-time favourite new york fish & chips..its their signature dish and i always request them to separate my lemon butter sauce from the fish...yummy...
was pretty apprehensive over how the cohesion will turn out to be but it turned out to be satisfactory although i felt it didn't serve as an opportunity to be cohesive as a branch...it was more lk a free day off for us all...
well, at least it ended early and kevin, edwin and i went to comex...stayed there for almost 6 hours! first time i ever been in an it show for so long..but it was a fulfilling time there..updated myself with much knowledge on the latest products and gadgets...finally bought a card-reader after so long and managed to transfer my stuff from my phone to my laptop...finally signed up for my broadband service...and pondering over which speakers to get...between creative gigaworks t20 and altec lansing mx5020...wenjie bought the former and i'm currently listening to it now...thought of getting of latter instead..preferred the sound experience....

jel; 11:47 pm

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