Saturday, May 20

when the devil wants to set obstacles, he can do it through many ways to cause misery and depressions...and i just felt that my family is facing a critical period right now...and its affecting me very badly right now...at this very moment...the situation has worsened since the previous weeks....and i dun wish to see my family fall apart and it breaks my heart to witness the state of the situation....

just speaking of this week alone, i myself have been facing challenges in camp...lk i mentioned in my previous post, when u remain accountable for your responsibilities, u end up sacrificing other commitments...and i end up being weighed down by all these conflicts..which really drain me out not really mentally but spiritually....even now for the weekends, the devil is doing all those to the loved ones ard me....and the worst is i'm not ard during the wkdays, making me helpless in keepping myself updated with the situation and every wkend when i get home, things worsen and i feel so vulnerable at times...

what i really need now is to overcome all these obstacles set before me...of course, its not possible w/o the strength and help from the Lord...to go through this period tog with me.....this wld be tough esp when i have to handle various commitments at the same time...but all these wld be possible to overcome as long as i believe and seek in Him...all i need is You...

my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge,
my shield and the horn of my salvation.
He is my stronghold, my refuge and my savior—
from violent men you save me.
-2 Samuel 22:3

jel; 10:37 pm