Friday, May 19

i really thank God just for allowing me to have this chance to be right here now sitting comfortably in front of my laptop...after all that i've been through this week, even the simplest pleasure in life is very appreciated...

this week has been an extremely long week for me...at least it felt lk so...as mentioned in my previous post, working hours have been way extended..last night a few of us had to work till past midnight to complete the given tasks...i wld say for the whole of this week, most of my waking hours were working hours...i went to sleep immediately after working cause i wld be too exhausted by then...

situations have been pushed to limits when we are being pushed by different grps of pple for datelines..and end up the schedules comflict one another....being stuck in the middle is the worst feeling in such situations..how are we going to explain the situation we're in?...when others do not understand this situation we're in, more often than not, we suffer in silent...its hard when we are bound in a regimental environment with little power to voice up our opinions..of course, i'm speaking for a certain grp of pple....and feeling weighed down by these issues certainly didn't help me in improving the situation....

as a result of my duty commitment, certain responsibilities were compromised as a result...and this is something i hate, having to sacrifice a equally impt issue when time is lacking...and yet, if i can't compromise on my work for the extra time needed...another stuck-in-the-middle stuation....sigh...but i'll preserve on..learning in the process how to improve on balancing on all my responsiblities, continuing on improving on my attitude towards my work, my interaction with my colleagues and camp mates.....

having being 'kept' in a camp environment for the past 5 days with nothing else but work, the feeling of being 'released' to the outside world and having that freedom is so wonderful....

jel; 11:47 pm