Thursday, May 4

has been a long tiring 3 days for me...i was attached to 40 for some stuff for these 3 days and doing those preparation somehow tired me out physically and mentally although its not particularly busy throughout the entire..i had time to rest at certain periods of the day, just that maybe its due to the unfamiliar surroundings that i've placed...and maybe its due to having to do all these 'extra' worklord all of a sudden...

anw, i took it as a learning point...was pretty much impressed by the work attitude of those pple ard me...responsible, diligent and helpful...its makes job done much easier...and its definitely so much different from how the brigade is lk...and when u r tog with them, u wun feel lethargic cause they simply continue to do their job and nv complain or attempt to slack...i guess thats where i'm impressed by and a learning point to take back...but it also make me compare how different the the attitude is lk over here...well well...

anw, i'm still at the office now..just completed the task i was taken...this isn't how i wanted to end the day...and i'm not really looking forward to tmr except for the fact that i'm booking out....but i guess its just a natural reaction to the circumstances i'm facing...so far i've managed to go through the past few days believing in overcoming my feelings and i believe it'll be the same for tmr and the days ahead...

i'm really mentally drained now..can't really think properly...i guess i better sleep early tonight...have more to update when i get back home....

jel; 9:04 pm