Wednesday, April 19

humans just doesn't know how to be satisfied...of course i did mention in one of my previous post that we shldn't settle for anything less that Him Himself but thats not what i meant now...it comes to a point when greed comes into place...envying what others have and wanting to have more as well...it just erks my nerve just to see that happening ard me...not being satisfied with where God has placed you..instead of trying to get out of the situation, why dun one think abt where He has placed you there? aren't you doing anything to fulfill His purpose for you here?...

another issue is seriously abt the slacking attitude...and this prob is REALLY out of control sometimes...everyday i'm faced with different situations with diffrent pple displaying the same prob...i dun know whether the cause of the prob is the fact that one is in the army..but wherever you are in, you still have to reflect who you really..unless you tell me you'll slack too in your work in society later...and i'm saying all these regardless whether you're a Christian or not...but if you're a Christian and is guilty of that too, rmb that wherever you are, you are a testimony of His name in every action you do...even if you manage to escape the law or the eyes of the world, do u really think you can hide your guilt from the Almightly One?

sometimes, my blood really feels lk boiling...and i constantly have to suppress my temper...reminding myself that it wldn't help the situation at all by blowing my temper...and it definitely wun help in my personal growth...i'm still learning to control my emotions..and really not to allow others to take control over my emotions...instead to keep my focus on Him, to seek for more His presence at all times....

finally, its the end of one more working day...i'm looking forward to what i can expect more from this place i'm in....

jel; 6:33 pm