Saturday, March 25

A reflection for today..it just occured to me how focused my mind is now at this moment..it jsut further testify my statement in my testimonial for EW to let my mind not to be focused on worldly possessions but to be God-driven in everything i do..i no longer spend wkends after wkends doing things which i soon realised its a waste of time..things lk watching movies, tv, reading magazines..not to say that i've totally lost interest in these areas or cut myself off from these activities..just that these are no longer my priorities and i've moved away from the past where these areas were almost becoming obessions and these were done for my self-satisfaction (and thats the main prob) but all these are in the past when my life is a mess..i wld say i'm still learning how to use my time more efficiently and effectively but i know what my priorities now and its much easier o plan and manage my time..i foresee a new challenge when i return to mu studies nxt yr when time wld be tight but as i've mentioned, there is no fear for it...

i've also learned to mange my finances in a more responsible manner..i used to literally be obessed on materialistic possessions and wld always end up buying things that i set my mind on...for example, i wld end up buying cds almost every wk cause i always can't decide which one and end up buying everything...but today, i relaised my mind is no longer troubled abt having to choose what to buy because all these materialistic possessions are not the focus of my mind..there is definitely a wiser mind which make wiser choices in my purchases...and i'm still continuously learning with each experience...

jel; 10:58 pm