Thursday, March 30

alone in the office now...its nights off today but somehow i didn't feel lk booking out...and the heavy rain just now didn't help at all...the coumpound is rather quiet and peaceful now...and somehow i do enjoy this sort of peacefulnessand loneliness...rather contradicting from my morning entry...maybe its because i lk to step out of the crowd once in a while to pause and reflect what i've been doing...

am i being led by the crowd due to peer pressures? are the influences of this world too overpowering? are the voices and distractions of the world causing me to be lost in this wide and aimless road?

its really easy to be lost..and to believe in the wrong values which may seem to be right cause they are so widespread in this society that its long been percieved as acceptable by the society...it really takes a heart which is truly aligned with the words of God to keep one on the only right track...one that is narrow, one fulled with obstacles, one that is tough and challenging...and hope provides this inspiration for me to finish the road that i have taken...to fulfill the purpose that He has for me...

jel; 9:28 pm