Sunday, October 16
went to catch flightplan yest at marina square...wanted to watch that before i leave cause its lk i've saw that trailer a long time ago and wanted to find out what's the ending...haha, watching that will get me into the mood of flying...seriously, yest while watching the movie, i kept thinking abt me having to board a plane too today...ok, lame lame...but i wun have phobia of flying today just because of the show...its juz a make-up story...i do enjoy the plot anw...
its a few hours more before i'm flying off to aussie...the unknown ahead really will cause a feeling of fear in one...but no matter what, i hope everything will be fine...ok, i better go check for any last min stuff that needs to be packed...scared i'll forget to bring something...
i'll see u pple when i come back...bye!!!!
jel; 2:08 pm
Friday, October 14
juz to recap in more details what happened yest...morning we went to selarang camp to submit our kit-bags....the day didn't start off well...bus wasn't indented, administration screwed up over there...wasted time there waiting for the rest of the morning...but luckily things were more eventful later...we managed to get the bus uncle (bus was borrowed from sig coy) to drive us from selarang to orchard...so we managed to get there in the shortest time possible for free...haha...went for lunch at nydc cause we sort of wanted to give ourselves a gd treat before we leave....
went for a short game of pool at lucky plaza before catching the movie 'deuce bigalow' at cine...watching that movie was really only for pure laughter and entertainment....although i felt that '40-year-old virgin' was better....met up with her for dinner at p.s. and then over to paradize centre for kbox...finally we're at kbox....cause its lk we had been planning to go kbox for ages and each time we planned to go, we ended up shelving the plans cause of various reasons...it was a gd 5 hours of singing...haha..abt 11 plus or so..then met up with gwen and her bf, davis....we almost had this last min plan to go club momo cause of the super cheap tix...but luckily we didn't go...it was really too last min and there's still lessons tmr...anw, i really think davis can't be trusted going alone to clubbing with the other 2 girls w/o gwen...poor girl...haha, the part abt him sharing the back seat with the other 2 girls in the cab was really hilarious...i mean, isn't there an empty seat in front of him?went to marina for steamboat with my branch pals...sort of a farewell dinner for davin and me...and the specs are treating the rest of us....didn't have lunch, so it was juz right...had a fulfilling meal with them...really will miss them when they start ord-ing...haha...anw, these 2 days had been really great...its lk there's no burden at all...no longer a student, no tests to worry abt, no deadlines to meet..saw lotsa students at orchard and realised its the end of our exams...and it makes me feel that i had left the student life for a long time...its lk the yr wldn't be categorised into exam periods, study periods or holidays...ok..it has been some time since i've left jc...juz that yest when i saw those students, this thought suddenly flashed through my mind again...cause these few days were lk absence from camp and i'll be leaving on sun, only too return after 3 weeks, so i can afford to let go of whatever is happening back in office and choose to do whatever i lk....ok..in less than 48 hours i'll be leaving....i haven packed the stuff in my hand luggage at all...but there's nothing much to pack i guess...didn't have the chance to meet some friends before i leave...so i guess i'll juz meet them up when i come back....
jel; 10:20 pm
ok...its quite late now...i juz came back from kbox....today has been quite a fulfilling day...did pretty much stuff...went to watch deuce bigalow and watched pool earlier on...this will be a short entry cause i kind of need to log off now...haha...gd night!
jel; 12:54 am
Tuesday, October 11
As mentioned before, i'll be away form camp for quite a bit tis week...then yest i was given another embarkation off from ops wo...so end up i had 2 days off...and practically from now to before i leave for wallaby...i dun need to go back to camp...and i was bidding farewell to a few of them this morning....
daniel and reo came back today to give us their ord treat...it was lk a mini s2+s3 gathering at the fscc room...eating pizzas, taking photos...its their last day back here and its inevitable that you'll feel a bit that they're leaving cause we're been through various events tog and these 2 guys are quite close to us....i guess thats how the life at brigade is going to be since pple dun come as a batch...so there's always a change of pple at various pts in time...and there'll be many more who will ord earlier than me next yr....i wld say i feel closer to them than the newer batch cause we wld have been tog for a longer period of time...but i guess i can look forward to more ord treats, ya? haha....since i've quite some time from now to sun, i guess i'll make use of this time to rest adequately and get mentally prepared for the trip....
jel; 2:26 pm
Sunday, October 9
this weekend has been great...it is the first time after a long period that i could actually feel at peace....its not that my worries and prob have been solved/gone...just that i can once again reassure myself that they are well-taken off and i can put my mind in peace....it actually felt really great...and i can really concentrate on doing my stuff w/o worries....at least i can leave for wallaby w/o fear or worries...That is the power of God.....
jel; 9:19 pm
Thursday, October 6
it seems that its only these few days that i begin to sink in the fact that i'm leaving for aust next sun...it really seems fast....oh man...i really wonder whether i'll be nervous on the day of my departure....even if i do, its forgivable cause i'm not there for a holiday! and i'm still unknown of whats exactly going to be lk...a totally new environment far far away from home....but i do hope it'll be fun....i'll be having quite a bit of free time next week...having requested for additional day off from dy yest...can spent time away from camp, preparing for my trip....and i haven even started washing and packing the stuff i need!....it'll be quite a rush this wkend, considering that i need to submit my kit-bag on thur....went to gym this morning...some disgusting incident happened....not very appropriate to talk about here...and try not to ask me...i feel disgusted even mentioning abt it...this incident really makes me have a better perspective of the real world....i really really hope i wun encounter such stuff again....once is enough to make me puke for a long time....it took me half of today to get over with the shock and not to be affected by it...
jel; 6:40 pm
Sunday, October 2
have been feeling rather moody for the past week...realise it has been a long time since i've been really happy or at least dun feel troubled....it seems that there are a lot of little probs from diff sources that have been weighing me down and somehow, its not smthng i can easily resolve...i have to view it in a different light i guess, if not i'll prob be stuck lk this for a longer period of time....cause i know probs will always exist and if i get too troubled by every single one, i dun know how my mood wld be lk....its not that i'm always moody throughout the past few weeks...just that anything happy wld be temporarily and at the end of the day, it just boils down to the same old probs....its not that i'm bothered by all the probs at the same time....these prob jus came from different sources....i know it doesn't make sense reading all these w/o even describing any of these probs...but i guess its not necessary...i hope i can achieve an equilibrium soon...
jel; 3:48 pm
