Tuesday, August 9


today is sucky....was supposed to go marina last night for the concert-by-the-bay as well as catch the fireworks at the countdown party...but didn't go in the end...today was supposed to go cto town to watch a movie and prob pop by esplanade to watch the live telecast of the parade n catch more fireworks...but felt sick suddenly this morning...having a bad sore throat and feeling feverish...and that spoilt my mood in going out...so in the end i just stayed at home to rest and watch vcd...it was just a horrible feeling staying at home on a public holiday but i guess i need that rest too...sometimes maybe i feel i have my progs too well planned...arranged one after the otherso much so that i just feel tired thinking abt the progs scheduled ahead of me...but it always feel gd to have time for oneself....

felt much better at night after l the stuff i've taken throughout the day to make myself recover...sneaked out of house and hitch a ride from my mum to borders..orchard road is pretty dull and quiet today, maybe cause everyone are at the main celebration venues or stayed at home to catch the parade...at least the trip down borders make me feel much better...always lk these short night trips to borders cause its usu quieter and more conducive for browsing....

have being pretty critical of stuff lately...i dun know why it'll bring abt such responses...i obviously dun wish to be lk this but i can't help myself...i shld just rid myself of any other thoughts that will affect my mind....

oh, hope everyone had a much better holiday than i did...

jel; 11:09 pm