Sunday, June 26


haha...so happy today...had a great night out...the feeling was how i had always imagined it be...and it turned out to be just nice....it always require my best pal to clear out my thoughts each time and its always strange that i always seemed enlightened each time i talked to him...cause maybe he knows me so well...it has been so long-overdued...but i guess its better late than nv...

i'm afraid i might feel insecure...esp during this period of time....but i guess such fears and questions have to be put aside, if not nothing could progress....i'm afraid of the differences but i hope the differences will work out or at least complement one another.....

i'm surprised at the change of events...its being all too drastic....come to think of it, i wld nv had imagined anything wld happen....but i wun say the change was fast, in fact it was so gradual that i didn't realise it and now that i think through it, i'm rather bemused....

the feeling is still so so great...but i can't be too happy yet..at least not until breakfast arrives (hopefully before that)

i'll miss u.....

jel; 12:30 am