Sunday, April 3


this week's bookout seemed to have been very long from the previous one...time seemed to have dragged on for very long...really hope this course wld end quickly...first of all, there's so many of us attending the course..abt 130 which explains why its so difficult to conduct the course...lack of instructors ard and when they conduct the lesson, they just briefly go through the stuff and expects us to try to understand whats going on...and we're not even given a chance to have hands-on practice before we actually go down to do the stuff and they expect us to know everything right from the start...but the fact is most of us wldn't know whats going on and that leads to more confession....no point talking abt the details cause no one reading this wld understand anyway...anyway, the entire course is very poorly managed ...instructions do not get passed down efficiently, whether it is among the instructors or from instructors to trainees...everything is so messy...its just so horrible that i can't wait for 2 weeks to pass by quickly...and next week wld be even more outfields and tests...and being the vehicle commander is the worst responsibility to hold...have to go through more shit than othe pple...but so far its been manageable...hope nothing worst will happen next week...

this whole course feels worst than it was in bmt....and there are some pple whom u feel lk bashing and cursing...trainees and instructors included....but i'm really glad that there're a small grp of responsible and efficient pple working tog with me which wld make this experience slightly better...and i dun understand why these pple didn't make it to command sch too...but nvm, there shldn't be anything worth complimenting abt in army......i'm just looking forward towards going back to keat hong...

yest went for a good dinner at sizzler and bought more clothes from bum equip...i must control myself from buying clothes every wkend from now on....going to watch movie later...becoming a movie addict lately...i guess it keeps me away from all those shit thats going to happen back in camp...

py, enjoy yourself in hk next week...take care of yourself and rmb to bring back something for us...haha..we'll miss you and seeya 2 weeks later!

jel; 10:25 am