Saturday, April 23


the past week has been pretty boring, maybe except for the part where by i get to go home after day after five...thats the only gd thing abt the course...i dun have to stay in...there's really nothing much to do during the coursei really feel i'm wasting my time there...morning arrive at the lecture room, take attendance, listen to lessons and then it'll be time for canteen break at ten...after break, it'll be carrying out of some eye-power practices (=doing nothing/watching demonstrations) before we break off for lunch...after lunch, we'll be doing the same stuff and it'll be another canteen break at three...after break, it'll not long before we pack up to leave...now u know why i felt lk i'm wasting my time and this will last me another 2 more weeks...argh....

but i'm really glad that now i've more personal time for myself for the past week..doing stuff that i had put off for some time already...

it really pushes me on further when i know that i'm getting on the right track...but sometimes, distractions and temptations will deviate u off....failure to comply with your believes will demoralise u...actions which will make u feel guilty...i do hope someone will be out there to guide me through, to bring me back on track....

jel; 11:34 am