Thursday, December 30


weeks ago, someone told me smthng...it kind of struck me initially...but i chose to ignore it or shld i say, refuse to admit it...but these few days or past week, i can't help but begin to admit its kinda true...well, maybe not totally at this moment but i was trying hard not to believe it in the first place, trying to find excuses and reasons..just to make everything seem false....

i dun want to hurt anyone....its kinda of disappointing for me and for those involved...sometimes you jus seek for different things and i'm already glad i was able to be in a similar direction as the rest...although at many instances, things jus doesn't seem right, some stuffs are not in place...i can't say what....its not what i'm looking for....i wan it to go on a deeper level and it shld be...but it isn't...

i'm thankful for what i have...learn to accept and grow....although its not exactly what i'm seeking for but its already the envious of others.....
i'm already happy with what i have.....

jel; 8:42 am