Wednesday, March 31

Ok...quite a number of things happened these few days...

Mon

Orientation 2 is finally back! Ok, know that its not going to be as fun as O1, as expected, since its only a day...furthermore my ip class not taking part as well...nvm, going to make the most out of it...was rather boring I would say, if not why would almost half the cohort left before orientation ends? They were mainly 2nd intakers...quite pity them some times...might have felt out...I did enjoy myself during last yr's one as a 1st intake student...got to do the mass dance and play games with a whole class of familiar pple...I would say we are more enthu for the second one since we already know each other...

Mass dance was quite bad...technical fault at the gym and in the end, we only danced for an hour or so...melyvck got a bit pissed off...games was even more horrible...I'm supposed to join alwyn's og but his og only has 1 person left! In the end, we left her with another class and slacked...haha, we went to walk around, chatted and played with the other ogls...started playing 'passing the bal' with alwyn, sara, huimin, zhaoxiu and a few others...it's the extremely most lame thing to do, but we were damn bored liao...to think that I was actually laughing at huimin, zhaoxiu and simin earlier now for passing the ball and now I'm doing it too...we went to chat with Melissa at the hockey area later....sitting down there out in the open sun and chatted...played a bit of Frisbee too...the whole idea during the games is for alwyn and I to get some tan...I know its stupid but we were lk trying to stay in the sun while others were lk looking for shade...in the end we did manage to get a bit of tan after standing out there for 3 hours...went out for kap dinner later...reminds me of the times in orientation 1 again...the last time I went there was during the last day of orientation...that place has many memories of orientation 03 and 04...

Tue/Wed

Got back my physics paper and maths grade...these are my 2 s paper subjects...physics was disappointing...could have gotten much better...will not talk abt it and what happened on tue...was quite relieved when I know my maths grade...we convinced mr bek to tell us our grades first...he only announced some grades...was so tense that my heart was pumping so hard...was so relieved cause I screwed up physics and I'm uncertain about my maths cause I'll either break it or make it...so glad the nightmare during last yr's common test didn't happen about...now have to worry abt gp, chem and bio...

Dislike some pple in my class when it comes to releasing of grades...there are pple whom I'm very disgusted at...some of them would start comparing marks to see how they perform and judge pple based on their marks...its just very realistic and practical...if you're not good, you're not fit in this class...they'll start to feel confident and look down on others...there're just some who are so unbearable as they just want to be on the top of the competition...there is some sort of silent yet strong competition going on in class....such silence is making me go crazy...some of them just can't wait to step on others and outwin the rest...but there are some are just very nice too...although that person may have the highest grade among the entire class...he/she just want to remain anonymous...some would just want to have some fair competition with no motives...

Will have to bear with this for the time being...think its going to get worst as the a levels are nearing...omy...wun think abt it first...will end off here...

jel; 7:14 pm