Sunday, February 22

Disappointing Weekend

Its one of the most terrible weekends that I’ve ever gone through..this weekend was supposed to be quite fun, with ac funfair, talentime and fusion….planned to go for talentime and fusion since a long time ago but didn’t want to go to ac cause I dun know many pple down there….but regretted not going now cause didn’t know my best friend went there…

Worst thing was supposed to go for talentime but none of my class going (except for one who’s going with cca friends) and for obvious reasons, u shld know why…they wldn’t be bothered abt such sch events but nvm, since I think the hype ard nj’s talentime is not there too, so decided to give it a miss this yr although I enjoyed myself at last yr’s event…

Now left with fusion…since the tix is more exp and its not held in sch, wld u think my class wld go? Furthermore we need to go sch the next day and there’s chem test (which everyone treats it with utmost importance)…thus I didn’t even bother asking my class pple…what really frustrates me is that pple would even reject a free tix! Can’t believe it..there are 100+ pple in nj who is willing to pay 10 bucks for a tix and there are some who wldn’t even want to go for free! And the worst thing is, most of them gave the reason that they have work to do..argh…really can’t stand it…I mean its not wrong if they really have work to do and is too busy to go, but I’m sure everyone has work to do….i know its not the ‘right’ behaviour to put sch work and aside, but this is smthng abt sch spirit…now there are pple representing nj in a charity concert and nj has the most representation out of all the schs…shldn’t the reason be enuff for us to show our support?…really disappointed with the rejections..i’m really amazed how many pple can reject the offer…till the point that I didn’t expect much from the last few pple whom I’ve tried to contact…personally, the feeling when others make u pin high hopes on them and then crush it down is terrible..many of them have expressed interest and then rejected..the obvious reason? U shld know by now….i’m very disappointed at the fact that none of the friends I’m closer to are supportive enuff to go with me..dun tell me my gd friends are just a grp of pple who simply live to study? Or study to live? The 3 tests nxt week didn’t help the situation too…shld I be disheartened or what? Is this how my ideal friends are supposed to be?……I mean I can just simply go alone and join in any group of nj pple whom I know..but seriously speaking, u wld want to go with ur close friends rite? And after all that disappointment, I guess I didn’t have the mood too…

To the one who gave me that pair of free tix, really apologetic for not going…know u went through much in order to get those tix and wld really want me to be there…can’t give u my support….

jel; 12:57 pm