Monday, January 19


What Can I Say...Sigh...

Was horrible today...first lesson of the day-gp...n we need to hand in compre...didn't know need to hand in, thought only going through...did a haphazard work...now i think i'm going to get a scolding from gerald yee...he doesn't lk sloppy work..but the passage was difficult n i had a hard time trying to come out with an answer..i'll promise this wld be the last time i hand in such sloppy work...

didn't get a gd time later too... everything seem crashing onto me...almost broke down during our contact lesson...we didn't really clean the classrm n everyone started to do their hw...some stuff juz happened which sparked my emotion breakdown...didn't know why i suddenly had this emotional change...maybe i juz couldn't take it and wanted to let off...but i guess i managed to control myself in the end...at that moment, i juz feel lk screaming my head off, couln't control my feelings...

why issit that my class is so results-driven? why couldn't they spare a thought for us ogls? dun they understand that we needed their help and support esp during this time? why issit that they are so selfish and think only abt themselves? juz because we are lagging behind the rest now doesn't mean we will not catch up...can't u pple show any signs of concern at all?? juz because we have not finished our work does not mean u have chance to laugh or look down on us or even outcast us rite?...hey, its not as if u are at the top of this world rite? how mean can u all get? we are tog as a class, not individuals...where's the class spirit? where's the help for ur fellow classmates? y can't u pple stop for a moment and provide some assistance?i'll be so gladful for ur help...sigh, guess thats the nature of human-selfish...can't help it.....thats all i was so impressed by huiling when she came back to sch to help mic in her maths..hey, thats what friends are for, right? so willing to help out to that extent...will not find that in my class...well, if u have no idea which class i'm from, dun bother to find out...dun want a bad reputation of my class...opps, just realise its written down...juz dun spread it around

i'm so pissed off today already...feel much better now after letting off the steam...hope tml will be a better day then...:>

jel; 3:19 pm