Saturday, January 24


CNY 3

Went to my og's hs (joanna) with a few of my og pple and her church friends...lydia and huimin couldn't make it..so sad..then huimin couldn't bring the mass dance cd too...so sad x2...wasn't expecting a really fun time cause there're quite a few outsiders, so its not really an og gathering...

Played ice-breaker games...one of the church friends started to organise the games...i've nv played those games before although they all have the same purpose of getting to know one another...could say that i enjoyed myself thorough the entire session...as we begin to warm up to one another, we started chatting too...those christian friends are really sociable and i've always enjoyed talking to such people..meeting new pple has always been a joy for me, love making new friends, esp with pple like them...as i'm a free-thinker, i dun mind socialising with pple of christian bkgrd cause i think they treat others like friends...wld say i enjoyed myself there, didn't feel awkward...later began to chat with joanna's parents..think they are very amiable pple..well, think they have a gd impression of me and i had too of them...envious that joanna has a warm and close family, n not to forget her cute little sis...

had a gd, long talk with my best friend tim last night...it was a fruitful talk i wld say...he's a gr8 person to chat with...at least after that talk yesterday, he made me realise some stuff which i had been confused abt these few days..he had managed to clear up my doubts and queries...i wld say some stuff are complicated, u really need someone to guide u and clarify ur thoughts...felt that his advice was rather convincing--'go for it if u really mean it. its hard to find, so cherish before u lose'wld really love to heed his advice, but i'm so confused now whether i shld go for it, shld i make the first approach?...but i've nv wanted it to happen...sigh, some things are just beyond my control...

jel; 5:02 pm